have you ever felt sad?

my parent's are divorcied, now before you scroll on i promise i will try to make this the least i-the-spoiled-sad-divorced-parent-kid entry i can. i was one of those (and still am) "o of course am fine with you leaving each other forever" kind of kid. i push back my emotion so far that almost at any given moment they just pore out when my head overflowed. like with movies when i am with people i always see comedys or action movies because those aren't crying type movies. like this one time i rented this really sad movie on new years because i was at my dad's house and he was working, so here i am alone crying no bawling at this movie finally i just turn it off. so there i am crying and how stupid i am for crying in the dark alone and can't stop. i mean even now just writing this i am tearing up.but anyways i vowed to stop crying end stay hard to every thing sad and look happy around people when i am not. just today my dad pointed out to me that when no one is talking to me i frown alot, but then when i told my friend that she was amased because at school i am usually look happy and is laughing. i guess i do a pretty good job with my disguise then beacuse usually when i am quiet i am either thinking about what people are saying around me because i am a very good listener or thinking in the back of my mind if i could have done something better or more to have them stay together. i mean they say there's nothing and then ask if i am alright and i say yes but that little voice in my head says no and some times i just want to poke that voice in head with a q-tip. i sorry see thats what imean of emotions all i wanted to say here is that i fell like my best friend,mydad,and i fell like were drifting apart and i go and tell you my whole (well not my whole)(and no i am not a mental case just because that is not all my problems even thought this one does seem pretty big)messed up side of me. well anyways sorry and thanks to those who chose to listen to me whine about my life.

.:-|What is your true element?|-:. -With Anime Pictures and detailed answers-

Your element is Water: Understanding, intelligent, quiet and calm. You know who you are and no one can change that. Usually quiet but only because your listening, don't let anyone think you haven't got an opinion! Your not quiet because your shy or sad, your usually quiet because you are thinking. Your answers are well planned and helpful so people generally seek your advice. Your the perfect balance between solitary and outgoing. But sometimes you need a little time to yourself to sort out your emotions and figure things out. You understand the phrase 'sticks and stone' and rarely let things get to you. What's that important for you to have to get so upset over? You know what you want out of life but are simply taking your time and enjoying things. To you your life is fine as it is, you can always change things later if your not happy.
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have you ever felt frustrated?

as you all know i am going to lake mary high but i was also going to go to seminole first. so i switch in the middle of the summer thats good but the summer reading project was not. now i am cramming to read and finsh fahrenheit 451. and for those who have not read it your lucky. its very confusing and i have to answer questions on it. o and did i tell you my time limit is o about 1 day and i luckily finish most of the questions except one that is this: Explain the meaning and significance of the title Fahrenheit 451. for those who have read it and know the answer to this question please comment and answer.
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have you ever felt lost?

if you dont already know that i am in high school then now you know. well let me clairify that i am going i in to high school i am a freshman yaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh....wait no that you llike about it i am not so happy. see : ( not happy. you know how in the movies freshman get picked on well i am scared of that so much. i was the girl with the wait problem, hair a mess, and glasses to top it off. but my advantage was that i was and am tall. my down fall was that i am shy and don't like people staring at me. no my mom says its because am pretty but she is supossed to say that. well any ways as i was saing i am a freshman in high school and today i went and got my schedule. easyier said then done i mean that building is huge. no thats an understatement that building was humoungous. in case you where wondering why i thought it was so huge i have never been to a public school. so here i was a tall, nice dressed(i think), all her life going private school girl in a sea of people. o and with my brightly colored dressed mom at myside just to add. so was ting to find the line to get my schedule and well that easier said then done because first i lost my mom in the crowd and get pushed all the way down to the end of the hall,dont have a map, dont see anyone i know in the crowd so i decide to go outside. so i am outside and try to get back in and then not realixeing that i walked in to the gym. now that would not have so bad if hadn't walked in to the boys basketball practice. if i hadn't mentioned that i am the MOST shyest girl on earth then i am saying it now. i am really good at school but boys are the one class i failed at miserable in middle school and there in front of me where some tall, muscle, hot guys. if i wasn't so smart i would have fainted there but i didn't. so i calmly looking (not feeling ) got out of there again like always there were some of them lookinng at me.after that i had to sit down. after a while i found my mom and found the guide and found my classes. but no my high school was not finished my mom wanted to me to plan a route. so i found my first and second period class and then my mom got tierd so see sat down in the cafe and i went to find the rest of my classes so i find my last class and am on my way out and i turn the corner and run smack into the cutes guy ever. he had these bright hazel eyes, (black guy by the way)well built body, and the cutest smile. i about melted when he said "o sorry" but it was so nice and with a smile and walked on. i just stood there like a idiot in a daze. after getting lost 7or8 times, asking for direction to many times to count, and just tring to remeber the surroundings i found my mom and went home. it is so fun being a freshman on her first day : )

have you ever felt geeky?

i feel absulotly geeky to day. Its not because of me starting a new blog but me getting so emotional over anime and manga. i mean, i am not saying there is anything wrong with anime and manga but its not real. i was watching OURAN HIGH SCHOOL HOST CLUB and it was so funny and sad and romantic it was cool. so i wanted to share it with you people.