Monday, August 13, 2007

have you ever felt lost?

if you dont already know that i am in high school then now you know. well let me clairify that i am going i in to high school i am a freshman yaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh....wait no that you llike about it i am not so happy. see : ( not happy. you know how in the movies freshman get picked on well i am scared of that so much. i was the girl with the wait problem, hair a mess, and glasses to top it off. but my advantage was that i was and am tall. my down fall was that i am shy and don't like people staring at me. no my mom says its because am pretty but she is supossed to say that. well any ways as i was saing i am a freshman in high school and today i went and got my schedule. easyier said then done i mean that building is huge. no thats an understatement that building was humoungous. in case you where wondering why i thought it was so huge i have never been to a public school. so here i was a tall, nice dressed(i think), all her life going private school girl in a sea of people. o and with my brightly colored dressed mom at myside just to add. so was ting to find the line to get my schedule and well that easier said then done because first i lost my mom in the crowd and get pushed all the way down to the end of the hall,dont have a map, dont see anyone i know in the crowd so i decide to go outside. so i am outside and try to get back in and then not realixeing that i walked in to the gym. now that would not have so bad if hadn't walked in to the boys basketball practice. if i hadn't mentioned that i am the MOST shyest girl on earth then i am saying it now. i am really good at school but boys are the one class i failed at miserable in middle school and there in front of me where some tall, muscle, hot guys. if i wasn't so smart i would have fainted there but i didn't. so i calmly looking (not feeling ) got out of there again like always there were some of them lookinng at me.after that i had to sit down. after a while i found my mom and found the guide and found my classes. but no my high school was not finished my mom wanted to me to plan a route. so i found my first and second period class and then my mom got tierd so see sat down in the cafe and i went to find the rest of my classes so i find my last class and am on my way out and i turn the corner and run smack into the cutes guy ever. he had these bright hazel eyes, (black guy by the way)well built body, and the cutest smile. i about melted when he said "o sorry" but it was so nice and with a smile and walked on. i just stood there like a idiot in a daze. after getting lost 7or8 times, asking for direction to many times to count, and just tring to remeber the surroundings i found my mom and went home. it is so fun being a freshman on her first day : )

1 comment:

DragonRaid said...

ah, freshmen year...good times. btw ty for comment