hey i havent been on in a while but i just had to write cause alot has gone on 1.i got a boyfriend 2. i love my new friends 3. school is hard but lets start with 1
his name is BJ last name LOVE and yes i am serious he seems perfect i love his body he is buff and personality is the total opposite of mine but its like he is my other half (even thought we have only gone out 2) but its scary cause i don't people in my life get to me that easily but he some times knows what i am thinking but lately he has been grounded (not saying why) and he can't call but he perswaded me into getting a myspace which i like but i told my self i wouldn't be one of those crazy girls that goes crazy because ia m not at least #4 on his top but sadly i have because he is a good guy and he hasn't given me much reason not to trust him but he has all these gorgous girl-friends that he has could easily take my place i mean there skinny and pretty that usually ='s girlfriend but he chose me but i keep getting this feeling there is a girl constantly tring to take me out of my spot. not that suscept any of them its just a self consious feeling and i can't get over it and i am tring so hard cause i know that my self-consciousness and my over active mind will probabley end this but i don't want it to end cause he sayed he loved me which i have never gotten from anyone except my dad and i don't know if he really means it yet but i am willing to stick it out cause i feel mor can come of this. i just wish we could HANGOUT OR TALK more cause i am one those girls that you can hold them and it would make there whole world feel alright and thats all i want i could care less about any other physical thing and money isn't even an aspected so i think if we could do that it would be alright (and kissing isn't bad either) 8)
2. my friends are awsome there all white but that don't matter like my main girl britt (brittney)seem is a squirrel-robot-dinosaur-can't talk for shit-dork and see is awsome that way i can tell her anything and she could make me feel better never worst and then there is joey(gay)he is the happiest gay guy ever and he helps me with my problems 2 but he or we got alyssa and they have been friends forever so of courrse her stuff trumphs mine but thats ok caus ei have learned the longer you know someone the stronger the bond. then there is alexa,fergie(not her realname and is farest thing from the singer think more emo),alexsis,taylor,jessica,ajah,emma,mackenzie,vanessa,deshayla,lloyd,kata,keira,brittney(different one),chris,sammy, and there is other i am not good with names and its amazing that i remebered this much.
3.school has always been a problem but now its getting better except i thought was exempt from almost all my class for semester exams except maybe math and science but now i amnot exempt from english(with i did this whole letter thing to him cause i was missing one thing and a wrote and typed a apology letter then he throws it back in face say to gret it sighed by a parent i do that then the next day he says i am not exempt cause of absents HE COULD HAVE TOLD ME THAT IN THE FIRST PLACE),math,science, and possinley spanish cause i missed a few assigments so i have to go to school for the rest of the week this sucks
but i am glad i am back typing
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